Another random song lyric to describe today's situation. Doesn't matter what the song's about or that I changed one word but really, is it SO hard to say sorry? Today it's not about apologizing, it's about empathizing. Just some sort of comfort that you feel what I felt, that I'm not talking to the wall when I tell you that I feel crappy about what someone said to me. It made me feel shitty. If you don't feel comfortable saying sorry, then say something else. Say, "that sucks." Or, "Don't worry about it.." Geez give me a little. So I at least know you give a damn and care. Yes I can probably vent to one of my girlfriends and they'll be quick to say what I need to hear, but as my spouse I should be able to always count on you to be there for me. And seeing as how I was at the doctor's office, I don't mean physically. Just one word. And then done.
Wow excellent first post for me on my blogging site. I am not a negative Nancy drinking from a half empty glass. I am, however, fueled by emotion and I'd much rather throw something, but I have nice things and I don't get as much satisfaction as when I put my feelings out there. I was going to dedicate this to being a food blog, but today I realized that I need this platform to be more than about eating and cooking. Bitch fest was more like it. No, really, I promise I'm a happy person. Just not right now.
